I remember there was this kid in high school that I had the biggest crush on but he never noticed me. He always was chasing after the pretty girls or the light skinned ones, but I couldn’t help but gawk at him from afar. One day during lunch he was cutting class lol and he came by my lunch table and sat right across from me. I was sooo hype I’m thinking “omg this my chance for him to notice me” lmao. Then him and his stupid friend start playing some game where she would point to a girl and he would say whether or not he thinks they’re pretty. So she gets to me and points and he says “ew shes ugly” and his friend bust out laughing. lol I rememeber I was crushed I went home that day and cried. Now all these years later the same exact boy keeps inboxing every day of the year with no reply lol. It’s crazy how the same people who would make you feel like shit about yourself and call you all types of ugly names when you’re younger are always the same ones praising you after. And now he’s the ugly one lol.
I don’t even save phone numbers anymore ‘cause niggas so temporary
I feel like what is supposed to be some of the best years of my life is passing me by… and I don’t know what to do about it.